teeheehee

2007-11-04T20:58:00.000+08:00

I only blog here when I feel outta my mind.

2007-09-11T22:36:00.000+08:00

http://3thumbsup.livejournal.com

End Of Years are round the corner. I hate hate hate hate hate hate the school. Schtooooopid school. I want to burn the school down, heck yeah. In the meantime, I'll enjoy the rest of the year with my friends whom I love terribly much.

Rachel:
I love you, even though you fell off your chair today, HAHA.

ShuRui:
See you tomorrow LAH. Hehe -evil laughter.

Su:
Stop running so fast, "Alright alright, Slow Down." If you know whose lyrics they're from. -Winks at Rachel.

Megan:
*coughscuteguyscoughs*
:)

Krystal:
Ni Hao. Go learn chinese from your maid.

Sam:
Point to your earlobe, haha.

Pooja:
AJOOP! Hello. -Waves.

Ellie:
Yeah yeah fuck off. Haha, love you bellie muchie.

Sarah:
I'll miss you :(

Imagine me without You.

2007-08-04T22:50:00.001+08:00

Missions Team 2006

You guys taught me so many things. It's been 8 months since Missions. And I miss every single one of y'all. I really do ! I'll never ever forget the fun times we had, like disney fest, pranks at night, sugar bread, polar bear, debriefs (although they were sometimes really draggy), truth or dare, kewl kids.......................... It won't be the last of us, yes ? No ?

The first clique

To Sherlynn, Zoe, Melissa, Rachel and Belinda. Thanks for being the best I ever had. You guys made school fun and I really miss you all even though we're still in the same class. Sometimes, I look back and I miss the past, when we didn't have any cca cliques or what not. Why not we pause and stop at our favourite moments. Here's to the last few months together.

xoxo, Yiying.

2007-04-23T16:15:00.000+08:00

http://www.3thumbsup.livejournal.com/

Maybe I'll miss you, blogger.

2007-04-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

I was flipping through my photo album. Well, who wouldn't miss people who brightened up your life a few years ago and now, you hardly talk to her/him. When I could even be mad at my Bestfriends at Perth, now I can't even text her/him. When I could sleepover at their houses whenever I want last time, now I only can visit them once a year, or worse, every few years. They certainly made a great impact on my life, making me fit in for th whole 3 years when I was in Perth.

"OMG I HAVE THE SAME PICTURE IN MY ROOM STILL!" -Julia aka. Bestfriend since 8 years ago. I call that fate. Isn't it fate we are bestfriends and will be bestfriends, forever? I mean, woah same picture in our rooms thought we are a few countries apart and not seeing each other for about 2 years already. Exactly the same picture outta so many pictures we took. And that's like taken 7 years ago.

I love you Julia. Thanks for being that blonde babe/bestfriend for 8 years, and counting. I hope I'm going back this year, catching up with you would be great, totally. "Hello, I miss Julia quite terribly."

The picture, 7 seven years ago.

You're the reason I live.

2007-04-19T16:35:00.000+08:00

I think our class is racist.

-Boys playing on the field near our school.
Teacher: Outside got hot guys ah, why you all keep looking.
Audrey: They're so black we can't see their faces lah.

-

"We've all done terrible things to each other, but we have to forgive each other. Or everything we ever were will mean nothing."
-Spiderman 3

Natvianne ! And Rachel in the background HAHA.

When things get pretty boring before training.

Rachel, who didn't come to school today !

2007-04-18T22:15:00.000+08:00

Happy 14th birthday in advance Sammy Wammy Bammy !

I think Mr Ho. Ah Chai hates us. During science,

Mr Ho: Silly girl, only know how to burn filter paper.

Me: I didn't do anything !

Mr Ho: Only know how to do stupid things, always clown around. Your mother pay school fees for you to learn then you come here burn filter paper.

Me: -giggles.

Mr Ho: Still dare to laugh ! You are just burning your father's money away.

Me: My father not dead yet lah.

See lah, who's fault, Natasha. Scream here scream there. Although I nearly set Zoe's pencilcase on fire you aren't any better hahaha.

I'm the one who wants to be with you.

2007-04-17T19:29:00.000+08:00

I still think Sam and Krystal look alike. Look at them,

Wait, not this. (SPAZ)

They look like twins o.o Anyhow, I love you guys all th same <3>

There's trg tomorrow. I'm so looking forward to it, no seriously I am. -chuckles. A walk to remember is teh shiz. There's English compre ca tomorrow, bummer :( Guess whut, I dreamt of me hugging Billy Martin yesterday night. and good charlotte recruited some Avenged Sevenfold person to be their drummer, HAHA. "weird much" -Sammy Wammy. People normally are moody during their periods, mine is reverse. I get high, and crazy, and emo( k that's moody)

I can't wait for History Ca, thriller. not. Maybe I should stop talking now. Yeap, I should.

How to eat a piece of bread. Candid okay, it so is.

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Congrats Bdiv Softballers. Happy luh happy, got first in Nationals. First leh first first first.

And good luck Emily, Rachel, Marissa & the rest, heard it's U14 selection ey. Pray ah pray.

2007-04-16T22:12:00.000+08:00

Rec trg was fun. I guess we really gotta get used to us being the seniors. It's really amazing when one particular song changes your whole mood. Right now, I feel emo cus of this song That's when I loved you by Aslyn. I think it's superdeeeee duperdeeeee emo-nice. Well, it's definitely on replay now. Go listen.

GoodLuck Anderson, Go kick rg's asses.

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"If you live to be 100

i want to live to be a 100

minus one day,

so i dont have to live a day without you."

- winnie the pooh.

Emo much, isn't it. I didn't know Winnie the Pooh was emo. I'm sorry to those non-existent readers of my blog, I'm not emo. I swear I'm not.

2007-04-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

"Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last. Or the amount of time since you've talked. It's about that very moment when you're doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you."

I'll change to ~~xanga~~ LiveJournal. Soon. All Buns for $1. lol. I'm getting into the emo phase of the day. Hahaha.

Pizzzzzz out.

2007-04-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Out with Megs, Natasha and ShuRui. Nats was late, as usual and made me stand in th rain waiting for her to come. Then we took a bus down to Parkway and waited for ShuRui and Megan to finish her MapleStory yada whatever shiz.

Walked around Parkway and bought our lunch to bring over to th library. Studying with them wasn't much of a success, ha. Well, we went into th restricted area and played there. Things got a lil outta control, I swear it's just a little. Hahaha : Loved Megan's Ipod cus there's friends season 10 in it. Highlight of the day was when the two dawgs(HAHAHA) screamed when I switched off th lights in th toilet. Funny :D

It's Sunday tomorrow! And the second day of my period :( At least I ain't pregnant yo.

My a-whole-lot-of-calories lunch. Starbucks and Auntie Anne's.

Megan+Ipod.

ms oh-so-brilliant #1 + oldchangkee. (ShuRui)

ms oh-so-brilliant #2 + marshmallow french fries.

Legs + Math + Ipod.

Me + Megan.

And yet, again.

Happy Friday the 13th.

2007-04-13T21:54:00.000+08:00

Screw th new blogger. I'm gonna switch to LiveJournal or Xanga soon. Lunched at Parkway with mates. Slacked around at mph and read disgusting books, Hahah. Coach messaged saying training was cancelled. For a second I was happy, but I wanted training, that was the only way I can improve before Cdiv. I need training. I'm gonna train hard. Last trg for the term for sec3s next Wednesday. I promise I'll lead the team well. I'll miss you Aisyahhhhhh :( & Mel & XiaoQi.

Meet the Robinsons suckzx. Even finding nemo is better. Eurgh. Fell asleep in th movies 2 times. Walked around Cine and yeah, town cause Bugis was too boring. Actually, Singapore is boring haa. I want to go to Pulau Ubin, and Esplanade, and Victoria Concert Hall and don't know where.

Pictures taken during the week.

work it.

2007-04-12T16:31:00.000+08:00

Today was boring. My finger's sprained and it's swollen now, disgustinggg. Gennifer didn't bring her Zen Vision today so we couldn't secretly watch movies during chinese class, ha. There's tuition later, no life can. Photo whoring in th toilet instead of going for lessons is nice.

And it's times like these I wish I was a believer.
Because then I could do something to give me hope
Something to make me believe in anything at all.

Because you live.

2007-04-11T21:35:00.000+08:00

aiiii, trg was alright. I guess. ykw & i talked a lot in th car :)
amazing sloke about ___ is pretty interesting hahaha. Yay I feel more bonded with the sec1s after today (: stupid mosquitoes are biting me all over, prolly cus my blood's nice and sweet?! ew, don't wanna imagine. For the first time in my life, I feel that the sec1s are pretty okay people. I feel rather happy now that _ cheered me up. I think _ is sweet heh. _ just made my day cause for the first time _ said _. go figure!

Dear Zoe, cheer up BestFriend. Give you know who time to think through. Don't ever ever let go of you know who. I swear I don't like seeing my bestfriends being sad :( Welllll, I think the good part of my life is about t come. I mean the good phase of my life. I sure hope so.

Friends are people who'll never give up on you.

They'll bug you when you have a bad day just to make you smile.

They'll give you space when you need it.

They won't question you.

They'll understand what's wrong just by the look you give them.

They aren't afraid to tell you what's on their mind or to be a little crazy with you.

They aren't afraid to make a fool out of themselves to make you cheer up in front of their crush.

Even if they have liked him forever.

They won't lie to you to make you feel good, but they won't tell the truth if they know it'll only hurt you.

They'll help you in any way they can just so you can land your perfect guy.

No matter what you'll always have a place on their shoulder in case you need to cry.

2007-04-10T22:25:00.000+08:00

Hi. I promise I'll make this short. Great disappointment, right YKW? Haa /:
I'm gonna adopt a dog, that's what my Dad said. So troublesome.
Alright it's time to study, substitution methods and all the disgusting subject called Math.
There's trg tomorrow, I'm not looking forward to th 2.4km run this time. I've got a bad feeling about it.

Current Mood: Lifeless (?) heh.
Note to self: Slim down and stop eating yy!!

All I need is You.

2007-04-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

Isn't it cool how someone can change your whole life? I think it's more of, fascinating.
Emo can be my new best friend. I feel as thought I'm deprived from food, I'm not anorexic. I passed my maths, that's good. It's only by one mark, ha. At least I passed.

And I'll be there when the whole stops turning.

I want to be happy again

I want to have fun and be crazy Like I used to be

But something inside changed.

Something in me just gave up

And stopped caring

Stopped trying

And stopped loving.

The Lord Provides.

2007-04-08T14:59:00.000+08:00

Hello guys/girls/gays/princess Megan. I like Ignatius. I mean th name luh duh. Iggy Iggy Iggy so kewt. I had a weird dream slash nightmare it was so disgusting why did God even let me dream of that, eurgh. Three words: I. Need. Abs. Can't wait for school tomorrow, I don't know why. I guess I'm kinda school-sick. I just realised I haven't seen many people around school nowadays. Like Rara & Meryl Chen.

I miss.

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I'm happy today. I'm glad I went to church. Tania knows why! Hur hur hur. I think th Lucius is liiek ah bengzx to th max.

2007-04-08T00:08:00.000+08:00

Hello, we didn't really get tongue piercings, they were more of those silver balls thingy used to decorate those cakes or cookies HAHAHAHAHA. But it looks real.

2007-04-07T23:23:00.000+08:00

Back from East Coast ! (I won't sound emo cause people might think I actually am o.o ) hahaha okay so anyway went to do lit project. Slacked instead at least we finished th whole video I think it's super coolzx. A walk to remember is a nice moooooovie. Go watch it people! Cry your balls out. But none of them are hot. Watching friends season 10 that Elli lent me. It's really funny, with some sexual references hahah.

Can't wait for Tuesday w YOUKNOWWHOLAHHOH hahah :D And rec trg again on Monday. I'm sick of my blogskin already, although it's just a few hours. eurgh. Krystal Goh Shu Yan I miss youuuuuu! My brother's listening to the oh so satanic Aiden -.- But i do agree that the title of the songs are pretty cool. Tomorrow, EASTER SUNDAY !! I hope I get a basket load of eggs from church hahaha.

PS: We've got tongue piercings !!

Naw, was just kidding HAHAHA.

2007-04-07T12:34:00.000+08:00

Love is a winding road
We'll make it through together
& we'll never give up

It's annoying waking up at sucha unearthly hour, for tuition. suckzx totally. Lit project later at ShuRui's. I swear we're gonna screw it up HAHAHA. I hope I can go back to Perth this year. Saturdays are disgusting. Elmo has issues. I can't stand their :D smile for 24 hours. Don't their mouths get tired?

Cinderella Story makes me cry. It's so sweet but so fairytale like.

Quoted from Aisyah's Xangarrrrr: "We are straight. Its just that _____ lead interesting lifes" (HAHAHA) Excuses!

Peace.

2007-04-06T14:20:00.000+08:00

Couldn't wake up early enough. Who's fault ah. Hahahaha. Got woken up by th freakin noise made by Natasha and Zoe outside my gate haha. They waited for me to bathe and we went to slack in my room for awhile. Then we went to bake cookies hehe :D Zoe told us how th pantyliner ended up in the hands of Elmo it's fucking scary. Tell me about it. And I've got th same elmo as her. Yknow th big big one from toys r us.

Hopped from Elli's to my house and she came over for pizza in my room, thank god they didn't really make a mess outta it. I love my friends for being there for me everytime :) And elli is sucha cutie. Made a huge cookie for Mel, hope you like it and cheer up a lil okay ever so spaz friend.

To Zoe: Stop having gay sex with elmo please. HAHA keeeeeeedang.

2007-04-05T20:12:00.000+08:00

Bad day today. Bad bad day.
Stayed back with jiaxin to study. She tutored me alil before sleeping (!!) The softballers, mainly Elli, Nats, Sher, Sally and Krystal cheered me up. Oh and melisssssaaaaaaaa :D Went to Parkway's Cold Storage and Elli was being a mum, a naggy one. Hahaha. Walked round abit and cabbed home. I Love You Guys. Thanks Grace for the letter hahaha. And Belinda is retarded and lame. But anyhow, you're still my Bestie! :B Anyway I'm gonna show th people who underestimates me I'm not dumb. I swear I'm not.

Where were you when I needed you the most?

hidden words are fucken cool HAHAHA.

2007-04-04T21:57:00.000+08:00

Faith Leong !
Happy Birthday, you retard <3 I love you and have a sweet 16 alright. I'm sorry I can't go to your school on th 28th :( But thanks for everything, let's learn how to zip bags next time. And let's go look for more cute lil kids at Thailand haha. I miss You although we just met not long ago! :D Although you're always idiotic and retarded, I'll always love you hahaha. (I don't want to sound cliche)

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I think I need to start brushing up on my Chinese soon I tried to do some work in class I couldn't. At least, I tried. Hahaha. Sec4s came t train today! Well, nearly all. I think Grace and Sinyi's laughter is super contagious. Yes I'll put th video up on youtube soon bahaha :B Training was fun. Laughing at Jiaxin's centre parting, grace laughing whenever my shots don't get in, gaying nd all th stupid things we're gonna miss when they're gone. I think weena has jap eyes heeheehee. I think grace's conversation will hav "..... de gan jue" in it. Studying tomorrow! :D I'm a nerd, a cool nerd. zai zian ( chinese leh leh leh )

2007-04-03T22:24:00.000+08:00

Oh yes before I forget,

Happy Birthday Mag!
oh cool you're 16. 16 leh leh leh wlao. Grow taller okay! I know where you live, duh I'm your stalker hahaha :D I bet you haven't been to 450 to ball for a long long time. k iie lurrbe yiiew worHxz. Aiyah love you many many laaa. (should've gotten yur pri sch photo from larlene but nvm hahaha)

_____ IS SHORT :O HAHAHA. -looks at A. Zakaria.

2007-04-03T18:40:00.000+08:00

School was super boring. As usual. I hate tkgs i hate tkgs let's all go on a riot yayyyy and burn the school down. I'm sure i got rheumatism, damn my whole arm hurts so much it feels weak. At least there's an excuse to not do anything in class.

Okay anyway Jiaxin is super lame. -points at the letter. Cabbed to clementi sports hall to watch match and be extra shizzzzz hahaha. Saw many fencing people too (omg no ____) !! I think a.zakaria &i have things in common. We are fat stalkers, I swear. Hahahah. Right right? ;) I don't think we'll do the layups and all tmr so forget about doing 2 man with me, Grace! haha.

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Here are th pics we took during sports day, well some of em.

Picture of the day :)

2007-04-02T21:46:00.000+08:00

Math Test today. Don't wanna talk about it. To hell with the smart asses. I feel dumb. Really dumb. Rec trg(I bet dash doesn't know what it stands for!) again, coach came and it was quite boring/fun. Haha that was so contradicting. Took videos instead of pictarrrrs. Shizzzzz, Faith's birthday is in 2 days time I haven't gotten her anything :( Oh yesssssss, I think our 4x400m relay runners (Joyce,Emily,Rachel &i) made it all the way to tkgs history. As in the history of tkgs! Yes whatever you call that! hahaha. Our relay timeing was 5:06minutes and the tkgs record throughout the years is 5:12minutes set in th year 1974. Like OMG HAHAHAHA. Means we broke the record and we'll be placed in tk history till th school collapses :D

We are like so kawaii Nehxz. hehex.

"In reality, nothing in life comes free.You work for something you want or need.We‘re just not living in some garage sale.So as much as you succeed, you’re destined to fail."

2007-04-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

Shitttttt. I've been getting a hell load of deja vus. And it kinda sucks. I feel so stupid cause Grace tricked me just now. It was about the hoops camp poster -coughs. Not coooooool. Went to church/holy communion and I finally got my towel back from Xavier. I owe many people pictures from ijtp match, slacking during trg, queenswaying with LessThanThree, and yeah some random ones. Not forgetting some Unglams ;) But before I end off, HAPPY APRIL FOOL'S and PALM SUNDAY! oh and happy birthday Pooja & Cousin!

(trg!)

(ijtp match)

Crappy Blogger don't want to upload my pictures. I'll upoload them next time. So bye.

2007-03-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

Faithy is the Love. I swear t God. Cabbed to Town to look for her and we went to places like Forever21, TopShop and Zara and Topshop again. That retard spent 30 minutes tryna figure out how to zip the bag. "Don't buy la don't buy. Aiya Buy la Buy la." Hahaha. I noticed we can't actually have a proper conversation without opposing each other. We would always come up with something that's totally against one another. Like "eh the plane necklace so cute!" & then "Cute meh? So ugly."

Had Pepper Lunch for, dinner. My treat (since her birthday's coming). Then walked around Town. There was this super short girl-girl couple at Topshop and they were so cute. Cus they were wearing couple jeans. Anyway, Highlight of the Day: Taking that particular picture at Borders when th camera was still zoomed in. K shall save the embarassment. Hahaha.

Had fun with Faith although it was a short one. Love You Tons la, idiot. <3>

(sports day!)

We are the ballers, jiayou jiayou jiayou. HAHAHA so kewt. the anti-social people. -points up.

2007-03-30T23:32:00.000+08:00

Sports Day today. There were ups and downs. Of course, more ups than downs laaaa.
I love 2e2 for being the overall level champ for 2 consecutive years. And Joyce for being overall individual champion. Thank You supporters. Really really sad for th inter-cca relay, but too late already. Stuuuuuuupid bowlers. Got 3 Golds & 1 silver :D But guess what, the moment I got my medal Grace's friend spoilt it. -.- I think JiaXin, Grace and Sam were like really fast in th cca relay thingy. Won first for 4x400, 4x100 and 400m raahh. But like woah, Marissa was super fast too.

The mass dance was super like, uh okay stoned. Sam, Aisyah Melody and all went to be anti-social people then me, jx and weijia were like stoning there.

So anyway, lunched with the seniors at Parkway. Then we like sort of bonded (?) Haa. After sports day, Me, Jiaxin Grace, Sam and clara went to macs for like, dinner. Don't know why they're so fascinated by the Whatever Man Whatever Lor sign HAHA. I was like a nice junior and waited with jx for her stupid bus and ended going home at 830pm.

I think we've all learned to appreciate our sec4s once they're not trg with us anymore, haha I don't know why don't ask me.

2007-03-29T15:22:00.000+08:00

Yesterday's match was probably one of the worst. Yes, we're forced to bond with the sec1s. And try teaching them the basics. I'd rather kill myself, Coach scolded us for being rude to the sec1s. IJTP most likely put in their sec3s and 2s. If the sec1s didn't play nearly 3 quarters we might not have lost. Like I said, Might. We saw Jessica, which was a plus :D

Today, we had to take our medals at the Upper Sec Assembly. Sam was like signalling the loser sign, HAHAHA WTF. And I just realised that nearly all our school's sports cca's played with ijtp yesterday. Let's see, Basketball, Netball, Tennis & Badminton. How cool. NOT. I miss Perth. A hell lot. And I miss Faith.

Tomorrow's sports day. I hope it rains heavily. And I don't want to run anymore. sibei sian laaaaa. So me and ShuRui's gonna get in deep shit cus we ponned Chinese. Ah heck. K Queensway-ing later with LessThanThree after they finish their remedial. Haha Goodbye Fucktards.

2007-03-27T18:41:00.000+08:00

Schtoopid rain. Up to find JiaXin after school. I swear she is so jealous of my pretty hair. HAHAHA. Wanted to go her house then go run at srgn but, okay at least she got her retribution. So went to bubble tea shop instead. Wanted to go to Sam's house but was lazyyyy hahaha. Went home alone. Then it was drizzling, but it stopped. K i think my posts are all super boring i can fall asleep reading them.

I still think I cook delicious food hahahaha yay =D

(replaced picture of ong jiaxin cus the picture of her wasn't clear. Yayaya still as pretty lah hoh)

More pictures later when I'm done with it. Hahaha.

2007-03-26T23:14:00.000+08:00

I keep stuffing myself with grapes, I don't know why. Hahahaha. One day the world won't have grapes cus of me. I'm gonna run. A hell lot. I just need motivation. And I need to know where Serangoon is. HAHA. I like going to the science lab, cus we can burn stuff, then scream, the run away from the fire.

I can't wait for Thursday :) LessThanThree lah dey. ANTM is the shiz. I like Brooke. Cus she's blonde. So, brooke = pretty = blonde. Ellie is the ultimate camwhorer. Trust me. Poor Zoe and her crutches. Get well soon, Zoe's leg! :D I think my posts are getting really random idk why. Maybe it's th lack of sleep. Or maybe my brain's just not working properly. Due to th lack of sleep. Everything rotates around Sleep Sleep Sleep. I need to start sleeping properly.

Days are getting happier. Yet sadder. It's been one plus plus month since I saw ____ :( Yes, it's that long. So much for my laziness. I think I'm slowly to get used to seeing the people I saw everyday for 7 consecutive days. Now that _ is over(It was long over actually), I really miss them. Oh well, I'm unafraid to keep on living. Hahaha yay me I'm a happy kid. At least I look happy.

___

some poems don't rhyme
some stories don't have a clear beginning & end
Life is about not knowing, having to change, taking the moment and making the best of it
without knowing what is going to happen next.

2007-03-25T21:35:00.000+08:00

"Tell me, why did you write slut on my car?"
"Cus whore has too many letters."

I am -inserts angry emotion-. Totally. At least eating gum helps, I guess.

Missing someone isn't about how long it's been since you've seen them last. or the amount of time since you've talked. it's about that very moment when you're doing something, and you wish, you wish that they were right there with you.

2007-03-25T02:44:00.000+08:00

To move or not to move /:
All good things come to an end. Really.

2007-03-24T21:46:00.000+08:00

Over to RachelF's house for chinese project. Didn't do anything in th end. Hahaha we are oh-so-~~intricate~~ productive. ad the fantabulous mac & cheese, nachos, chocs and chips. I'm gonna get all fat. ShuRui came to my house first, so I watched into the blue(BEST SHOW EVER) and she read my brother's pokemon comics. Walked to Rachel's house, yes all th calories gone, and read her rolling stones mag. Then JiaYi and Mabel came. Had rachel's red nano on speakers the whole day. I think her parents are cool. I feel so cheesy today. Maybe I ate too much cheese. I think I did. Let's see, nachos, mac&cheese and baked rice, ohmyGAWD I'm fat.

Note to self: I needa have high self esteem.

p-p-p-partyyyyy later. But first, pictarrrrrs.

2007-03-23T23:06:00.000+08:00

Sec4s finally came for training again, which made coach really happy. I'm as dark as Jiaxin, shittttt, I think that isn't good, HA. Training was fun today. Except th pumpings. Friendly against chijtp on Wednesday! :) But I don't think Adeline's playing. No not th tkgs adeline, the ijtp adeline lol.

i think i'm gonna drop chinese soon, if that's actually possible. My brother dropped, so I guess it's possible afterall. lao shi gave up this ting xie with all those reallllll easy words like zhi1 dao4 and xi3 huan1. Rachel and ShuRui laughed at me cus I had to think how to even write xi3 huan1 and then they were like, don't tell me you don't know how to write guan1 xin1. And I was like, omg how dyu write that! k shutup already!

ANYHOW, class banner's up. Sports Day's in a week. It's also gonna be the last year sec4s run for our basketball relay team. I don't feel like running :( I've got a feeling my period's gonna drag. That isn't good. Softball had a friendly today with th american school. They won, I think. The angmohs all look beeeeeeg-size. But they're pweetie neHxz. I'm gonna miss Su Ling's presence the whole of next week. And to Zoe my dear bestfriend, I hope your ankle's okay! Your teammates healped you win th match against AHS already, don't be too sad you couldn't play alright, I mean, it was an accident, faster get well soon okay! <3 I really think the John Legend song sucks. Sorry Richie! Hahaha.

PS: JIAXIN I NEED SONGSSSSSSSSS. (in case you can't see properly)

2007-03-22T23:22:00.000+08:00

It's Prison Break now. Mr Bean's gone on a holiday already I wanna watch :) And Stomp the Yard too. Like wah kaozx we got back our progress reports and my mum was like: -shakes head. You better improve ah. Wellllll, at least I'm not the worst, HA. But as usual, below average. I think I'll probably go to th same class as Zoe and Nats. And Krystal. I hope everything goes well for Su. Love you buddddddyyyyyy!

I am freezing. I need a big warm teddy to huggggggg heehee :D
The Zakaria and I are the unglams, how glam.
I WANT TO HURRY GO TO ACS.

I adore prison break. and who ask you t be so kaypoh and highlight this part huh huh huh hahaha k shutup.

2007-03-21T23:06:00.000+08:00

I've still got 1004 pages of testimonials to accept, cus of Melody Ng. HAHAH.
Can you give me an EMOOOOOOOO. I feel high. it makes me random. Coach's gonna give up on us very soon. that makes me sad. -pauses- I think coach misses the sec4s. -pauses- I talk to myself everytime. Noone listens to me. That makes me mad. Oh well -shrugs. Natasha is one big fat horny girl. She likes to smack people's asses while listening to smack that. And she thinks periods look like blueberry jam. yucks. But I love her all th same. I like world peace. It gives me serenity(SPELL).

I'm gonna be pocky i don't care. Yay me!
Woah I really amaze myself sometimes. So let's get back to the emo-ness. -silence- I can hear the crickets creaking, if that's what they do, ha.

-longer pauses-

meow.

2007-03-20T23:33:00.000+08:00

Freaky people have been adding me online recently. I can't sleep at night. Maybe it's cus of th lights? hahah. Periods suckzx.

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"If things were meant to be together, You can't just pull them apart. It's like trying to seperate all the water from the land, It's just not possible"

2007-03-19T22:31:00.000+08:00

First day of the new term. And I woke up forgetting what day it was. And I actually thought Monday was the month after december. How stupid can I get. School wasn't oh-so-fab. I don't feel like typing cus my fingers are too heavy I can't lift them up.

2007-03-18T21:23:00.000+08:00

"What does it take to hope? Everything. Hope takes never ceasing to be amazed, wearing your soul on your sleeve, holding your breath, waiting to hear "i love you too," believing that tomorrow will be better, that you'll get a second chance, that you'll make a difference, that you'll finally be able to stand for something in your life."

2007-03-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

Out with Su in the morning to Parkway. Went to TopShop and tried on clothes. We were really on a tight budget today haa, so I only brought 60 bucks. Went to Pastamania for lunch. Then we saw this really really nice shorts from Mango, which she bought in the end >:( hahah. Then Su went to look for her mum so I went home. Watched Charlie and the chocolate factory and slept halfway.

(Note to Su: I'll update all the pictures at once when you've sent them to me :D )

And Happy Birthday my dearest Granny, you're 83 now? Haha I don't even know. Hanged out with JiaYe at the playground instead of eating with the rest of them. Love you cousin :D We took so many pictures I had to delete most of them in the end. My braaaaadder have got issues. He talks to himself, just like Tania 0.0 There's church tomorrow! but I don't know if i'm going. Thanks David for the cd.

(To cousin: If you still want the rest of the pictures, message me for them alright)

2007-03-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

"Maybe we should learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal."-Incubus.

Brother cut mohawkkkkkk :D And surprisingly my dad said it was nice, lol.

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To Su Ling,

Hey bud bud. I can't really say I understand how you feel,
but yeah. Like you told me before, winning isn't everything. But I think I felt
the same way as you when I ran the 1.5km heats. Just that yours is somewhat a
bigger title. Well, I guess you might think, oh my efforts just went down the
drain and you feel like giving up. But no matter what, don't give up on yourself
alright. So what if you lost, it doesn't mean you'll lose forever. There's still
next time (I guess this won't really help) Don't let this one time to pull your
whole confidence down. I love you babe,cheer up okay <3>

PS to zoe, nats, belinda, sherlynn, sally and all the other people who put in so much effort to paint the banner and the cheerleading thingy: Hey guys. I'm really really sorry you guys had to like, do the cheerleading. But hey, i know you guys had fun together. As what Belinda said, it would be the last year we screw things up together. As much as we want to stay in the same class together, I think we all know we won't, not all of us. But I'm pretty sure we'll still be the best of friends, right? I mean, it's like even though we would be in different classes, we'll still talk to eachother and hang out together. But we definitely won't be able to have picnics at the back of science lab when Mr Ho's teaching, or ganging up on Maggie Goh, paying attention in math class, shouting and screaming at every single thing, having water fights in the classroom and wetting the books and stuff, laughing at HuaZheng's every move, celebrating ShuRui's body(HAHA), playing with the dirty broom, talking at the back of the class during morning assembly, getting caught for low socks, like i mean it's not something we could do together next year already. Oh there's still Sports Day, zany parade, and a few more events so I think we should try to not screw them up anymore, or maybe not heehee :D

2007-03-15T21:58:00.000+08:00

Did I mention it was Zoe's Birthday?! Hahah :D Here you go,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZOE POH FISHBALLS !! I LOVE YOU BEST FRIEND. Oh wait someone might be jealous. Haha oops. Ohmygollygosh, you were one of my first friends in school, how cool's that! Anyhowwwww, you're fourteen! And please be more mature and start acting like a boy, I mean, girl.

2007-03-15T20:58:00.000+08:00

Aisyah's hair is the kaboomzxz. HAHAHA.

Had tuition in the morning. Then went to Tampines Interchange to meet Aisyah and ShuRui at 1330p.m. Bused to Dunman Secondary to watch their friendly against BedokNorth. Then Rara came and she brought her speakers along :D Did the bridge for awhile, haha. Cabbed home for tuition again. Prison Break is today zomg (jiaxin's influence) !!

and we'll do Coach proud. Right?

2007-03-15T00:28:00.000+08:00

"If there's just one piece of advice I can give you, it's this-when there's something you really want, fight for it. Don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems. And when you've lost hope, ask yourself if in 10 years from now, you're gonna wish you gave it just one more shot. Because the best things in life, they don't come free." - Grey's Anatomy

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today's a balling day. Hahah. right. Woke up at 7am and went to Tampines Interchange to meet Shurui & Aisyah. Walked to 840 and balled there, like while the dunman basketballers were trg ?! lol then their coach asked us to play match with them so Shurui kindly agreed. ah what the hell. Balled till like, 11 plus and went to tampines mall to eat lunch. Haha Anything = foodcourt from now on.

Made our way to Chung Cheng High for match. Uh yea welllllllll. Not worth getting pissed with the sec1s right? Thanks Sam and Clara for coming down. (: Oh and Krystal Goh Shu Yan (MY BESTEST FRIEND HAHAHAHA) and Jessica too. Maybe we could've put in our 101% of effort, being sick isn't any excuse for not playing well, quoted from coach. At least all except for Xiaoqi turned up for the match. As in talking about the Cdiv 2006.

(pictures soon I promise)

Then balled with the Chung Cheng basketballers after the match. Hahah they are friendly people (: Made 3 new friends today, ahhhh sho koolz. Oh crap I'm talking like Jiaxin now hahaha what the hell. Nearly everyone agreed that as much as we dread training with the seniors, we kinda miss them. Aww aren't you touched? :) Back to Tampines for dinner till 7 plus. Went to Blk 450 to ball, again. Well not really. Just for awhile. Then slacked at the uncle shop with Aisyah, Shurui and Larlene. Cabbed home at around what, 9.11pm? Haha scaryyyyy lah CAN!

2007-03-14T00:44:00.000+08:00

AHHH LOVE <3

Woah I swear my brother's damn f-ed up ?! This person came up to our house in the morning and wanted my brother to apologise for scolding him in those type of dialect vulgarities the day before. Uh oh I bet he's gonna get really angry and start cursing, again. Create trouble uh, tsk tsk.

Screw all the homework and projects ah fuck. Prison Break 2's in two days time, yay. or rather, YAAAAYYY! -inserts smiley- I miss many many many people. And Su told me something, well shocking? How did Tennis go? :) Love! and damn the feeling's coming back. Forget ___, that's what I try to tell myself.

Hooray there's sort of a team outing tomorrow morning. So 730am at Tampines Interchange and ball till like what, 12pm. Right? :D Add oil for tmrw's match Cdiv! -.-
-waves goodbye.

Breathing is the hardest thing I do.

2007-03-13T12:53:00.000+08:00

"At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need."

TanWeiTing & GerlynOng (:

2007-03-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

My nose is blocked i wanna chop it off. Like I can't breathe ?! Gahhh. Science camp was boring so th clique slacked at com lab instead. We're gonna forfeit cheerleading, again ahhh whatever motherfucker laaaa. And there goes the last year together as a class. Had trg but I had to sit there cus I was on MC. It seemed fun, and weird without the sec4s around. I don't know why, but yeah. Ended up teaching the sec1s passing -.-
Game with chung cheng on Wed i don't think I can play cus of the one week mc :( Bus-ed home with Tallest & co. When everyone else got off the bus we talked about random stuff, haha again.

I was sitting next to this really really thin woman on th bus and I looked damn fat compared to her. Okay nevermind I bet she's aneroxic.

I feel stupid right now cus Xavier actually lied to me about smokign and I actually believed him hahaha wth. Oh goshhhhh I guess Im too innocent :) Well, that's good. Ain't it?

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I suddenly thought of how XiaoQi is doing. It's not normal to like, cough out blood (?) all of a sudden. Dearest senior, I hope you get well really soon and take care alright! <3

& to the Xaeryl person which I don't really care how you spell it, what is your problem. Fine you talk bad about your seniors, but why the fuck must you talk bad about coach too? Eurgh fuck you I bet you a million times you won't go far with your big fat disgusting attitude problem. Afterall, damn it you're just a sec1. Oh wait maybe you're not even worth mentioning.

p-p-p-p-party.

2007-03-11T20:22:00.000+08:00

I'm hot (literally) and my face is all red, well maybe that's cause of the sunburn. I'm down with fever and throat infection and there's trg and cheerleading tmrw?! Yes, Grace's shoebag is still with me so I have to go for trg. But I think I'm just gonna sit there and stone while the rest train. I bet some bug has been going around the basketballers. Adeline and Melissa are having fever too. Shiz there's science camp tomorrow, how boring. I think i have no life. Oh wait I know I've no life 0.0

Sorry Faithy I didn't go to church again! :( I promise I'll go next time.

2007-03-10T23:26:00.000+08:00

My two bestfriends made my day today (:
Went to Tampines to meet Emily & RachelF. And they got fucken caught for eating apple pie. So Rachel gave her name as Rachel Fong Tanjong and her school was katong Girls school, lol. What the pong. Well, the getting lost part in town, walking around in one huge gigantic circle isn't that fun. Saw Rara &amp;amp;amp; Weiting & Szus.

Sorry for th interruption but I can't hold it in any longer. So here is THE BIG THING.

The not so clear back view of JIMMMMMMYYYY! :D

Went to look for band tees at far east. But we were too hungry we went to eat after going to Image -.- AND OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I SAW JIMMY !! JIMMY LEI JIMMMMMYYYYYYYY FROM SAW LOSER, eating kfc lol. oh son JIMMY JIMMY JIMMY :(

The neoprints we took one after another was super love <3>

2007-03-10T13:05:00.000+08:00

Thanks for the memories <3
"Till tonight do us part"

Lucius is an idiotttt. Hahaha.

2007-03-09T21:22:00.000+08:00

Last day of school, : ?

Thankg goodness our progress report didn't come out yet or my mum would kill me.
From sam's blog, " szeying kaisin and sohhwee came for our training. weather was so hot today can! anyways, we can opt not to go training anymore." I think our Cdiv is rather weak, as in teamwork & skills. Oh wait it's very weak haha :(

Went to bubble tea shop for awhile and Jiaxin, Clara, Cai Miao, Sam and Mel took my fries. That's like my dinner CAN! hahaha okay maybe not. Went home with mel and Grace like woah I don't know them cus they are retarded. Had to bring home grace's shoebag I think someone can hire me as maid alr.

Pete Wentz <3

Out.

Prison Break 2

2007-03-08T22:50:00.000+08:00

All that I'm looking forward to is Prison Break 2 (!!) Like finally okayyyy.

Having problems with teachers since the start of th year. Tan-Wong scolded me for shouting at Mrs Ang which I apperently didn't. And Mrs Lim-Neo assumed that I was the one that wrote letters during Geog, wtf?! They pick on me every single time for doing some minor stuff I'm sure my parents hafta go for Parents Teachers conference thing.

My two brothers have been hogging on to both th computers and I always have to stare at th ceiling, well at least it's pretty ;) Anyway, congrats Marissa Tang for getting first in th whole school for 400m heats and me getting 2nd, losing by 1 second. But yeah, you are helllll fast -bows down. Hahaha. You skinny thing I love you lahhhhh zomg sports day is killer, especially running with Marissa Tang.

Maggie Goh didn't come to our class today at all. Woah I bet she has long forgotten about us, leaving us with a free period. My grades hasn't been great at all. Failing like what, 3 outof 9 subjects in Term 1?(oh wait or is it 4?) I swear if I don't do anything about it I'm not gonna do well for end of years. Even for those subjects that I managed to pass, I just got a 50plus average. Which isn't very good at Sec2. :( I have been trying to study but I think my brain really too small lah can't take in all th info siaaannn.

Cabbed to anglican for the finals with seniors plus shurui. AHS won CCHM (:

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When I finally ironed out all of my priorities
And asked God to remove the doubt
That makes me so unsure of these
Things I ask myself,
I ask myself do you know what you are getting yourself into.

I'm getting into you
Because you got to me,
in a way words can't describe.

2007-03-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

Muscle aches ahh. :(

School hasn't been that great these few days.
Went t sbc with Jiaxin, Sinyi and Grace to watch the Anderson/Nchs match. Then rushed back for trg, which was haha quite okay. Coach didn't let us run suicide, like Yay. Waa I think I'm famous. Oh wait that's my evil twin sister !!

Damn it I love my class. Haha. Like hello th 4 by 400m relay team got like, FIRST IN TH WHOLE FUCKING SCHOOL. ( timing was like 5min 06sec). Haha all thanks to who? Rachel, Joyce, Emily & I. Well I guess I didn't really make much difference. So yeah. Whatever. So anyway th 2nd in th school was 4/9 with 5min 19 sec. Aiyah shutup yy hee hee :D So muscleaches are worth it afterall.

why am I so random today huh? hohoho.

I'm broke. Eeee. I don like. lol.

2007-03-06T21:18:00.000+08:00

Dang I've got a hole in my mouth, which is called an ulcer? Ha right. Stayed to watch heats/Softball match against Mgs. Nice one people. (: The umpire[?] person was being unfair, like what the fuck?

30 seconds to Mars is a nice band, as in their songs are really nice. And Ohmygoshhhh Su I love th song by Christian smt smt. hahah. I think. There's trg tmr! After like i don-t know how many days? Waa I need stamina :(

Anyway, Great Job Sherlynn, JiaYi and HuiQi! :D You did our class proud.

Thanks for the memories.

2007-03-05T21:24:00.000+08:00

I can totally pass off as a bimbo, HAHAHAHA :D

Didn't even get t eat my Banana lah lol but hoho we the bombzx yo [: Krystal I hope you're feeling better. Waited at VJC till th softballers finished their training. Aiiii th review for Fob's concert was bad (?)

I failed Chinese. Damn. Like that used to be th only subject that I was good at ( surprisingly), but now, Haiiiiiiiyo. 4 out of 20. Great job yy, Great job :

I'm tryin' to think of what to do
To really make it up to you.

2007-03-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

Fall Out Boy? One word three letters, W-O-W.

From th moshing, nearly dying in Hall 9, anxiously waiting for th person to come and give me my ticket, finding our way through the crowd, avoiding more moshes, holding on tight to eachother, screaming and jumping up and down, taking pictures and drinking coke :D

Sugar, we're going down blew me away. So did This ain't a scene, It's an arm's race.
And not forgetting the hot Pete Wentz. Although they were 30 minutes late, it was th bomb and probably the gig of the year. Saw Loser was their opening act, like ohmygoshhhhh :D They threw waterbottles, shirts, Drumstick (!!), and picks. So we got 2 of the picks used by them!

Plus saw Dana (: and th SAC people and th seniors and alot alot more people haha. Thankg God we had Daryl (Rachel's Brother) and friends to surround us so we won't get moshed that badly. Ended at about 11pm and had a ride home from Rachel's parents. I need pictures Sarah, Sam and Krystal! :D Pretty pleaseeeee.

I LOVE FALL OUT BOY :D HELL YEAH. It's super worth it, although we got squashed like I-don't-know-what.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAMUEL LOKE REN WEI! Slokeeeeee you're getting old aren't you! :D
It's been nice knowing you for like how-many-months-was-that? Hahaha. Love you lah <3

2007-03-03T12:54:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD. MIRACLE, HELLO EVERYONE. I'm so going to the FOB concert tonight !! OMG OMG OMG -hyperventilates. ThankYou Pron & your friend and shurui for telling me HAHAHAHAHA omg I'm gonna go change first. Yay I love you Mummy! :D Oh wait it's not confirmed yet hahaha. But still, Hello?! Fall Out Boy's gonna be th concert of th year! Pete Wentz Here I comeeeee!

Peace.

2007-03-02T23:54:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH WEE! I LOVE YOU DEAR FRIEND!

Ouch my teeth hurts, ouch.

Anyhow, went for th netball match instead cus trg was cancelled due to th rain, haha miracle (: Nice try Marissa & co. Althought I didn't see you guys play, I'm sure you gave it your best already. I didn't see Alyssa there, or maybe I just couldn't recognise her cus all th SAC Netballers look th same lol. But I saw th twins !! Haha so kewt neHx. And woah it was raining ham and bacon outside la so we screamed and ran to th busstop. And this Maris Stella Boy freaked me out, like REALLLLLLY. Yay me it's random pictures time!

Oh yes, Bye Tallest happy Vietnam-ing with Maggie Goh (!!) ENJOY.

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Hey Marissa, don't take it too hard that you guys lost to Dunman. Well, they are strong, but you guys can be stronger. Just have faith in yourself and maybe work a little more on teamwork(?). Like I said, you guys can kick their butts th next time, Hard. Failure is just th beginning of success, I think. Dang I forgot what th line was supposed t be. But you know what I mean right. So what if they're Dunman, if they can do it, I'm pretty sure you guys can too. There's still the Finals right? So Jiayou alright. You can give anything but you can't give up ( :D ).

2007-03-01T20:07:00.000+08:00

Everyone hates Maggie Goh cmon agree with me. Damn go back to her Mother Goose Land and live happily ever after for all we care. Today was rainy, for the whole day so the heats were postponed till Monday and Tuesday -shivers. I hope it rains forever, seriously. There's training tmr (!!) Like finally. Goodluck to th B & Cdiv netballers (: Sorry Rach I don't think I can go tmr. But there may be a miracle, yeah right haha. Ellie ah ellie, tsk tsk okay! Sighs.

FALL OUT BOY I MISS YOU ALREADY :(

What used to be.
Sighs I miss missions.

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"I wish I could go back,
And be with you again.
'Cos there's so many things I should have said,
When I had you listening.
As close as we were then, as far as we are now,
As much as this won't change a thing,
You've got me calling out."

2007-02-28T21:32:00.000+08:00

Emily, I hope you're alright. I love you! <3

Today's either plain luck, God's powers or just fate. I don't know, maybe a bit of all three. I'm down with flu cause of th rain. I really think I've got problems with my self confidence, Like I totally lack of it.

FALL OUT BOY WHY MUST YOU COME WHINES :( I saw Kendra Pweetie pweetie manxzxzx :D SO CUTE LEI HER BRACES! Heheheh.

2007-02-27T22:30:00.000+08:00

I would totally die if it was maggie goh's lesson. Went to watch Badminton finals against PLMGS at victoria school with jiaxin, clara and sam. I really don't get the games. Anyway, jiaxin clara and I went over to Tampines Stadium [HAHA SO STUPID] to practice our 400m. Then the Szeying came also. Turned out me and jiaxin ran one lap then want to die alr haha so boh lak[?] Hahaha I think got no such word lah hoh. Then we went homeeeeee :D Muscle ache lah tmr cannot run already. Nvm we can all die together right!

I just realised even if I still have the tix for FOB's concert, I doubt I could actually go cus I think, I THINK I've got this reunion thingy. Su, can I go over to your house? And let's have a non-alcohol party HAHAHA :D But sometimes I wonder, why would pay another 100bucks just to go for a 2hour gig? Like yeaaahhhh, they might come again for all I know. Like sloke said, why pay 77bucks to watch a screamo band? Haha. Okay I'm actually just trying to console myself so shutup lah. SU SU I LOVE YOUUUUU! <3 (read your xanga haha)

2007-02-26T21:57:00.000+08:00

School was really boring. There were some switches of classes. HAHA now sam's class is with the sec2s. Poor thing. Went up to find OngJiaXin and studied with her while waiting for Sam and Clara to finish their remedial. Like we totally studied. Hahaha.

Then rec training was cancelled, like yayyyy! So went for lunch with Clara, Jiaxin and Sam. Had Pizza Hut and now I'm like, broke. Thanks ah. Loud burps are gross HAHAHAHA ;) And I know where 52 toh crescent is already!

Then we headed to the Bubble Tea Shop to study again. Waa like so guai right! :D HAIYAH SENIORS WILL BE SENIORS, THEY BULLIED ME LIKE D'UHHHH. SO yes treated them bubble teas and waffles. Siannnn. Oh I still don't think that thing is mensus lah please loh. Went home with Aisyah nd the softballers.

2007-02-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

I miss missions. I miss Thailand. I miss the little children there. I miss the latenight pranks. I miss taking the what-do-you-call-that song theow or something. I miss ShineForth Church. I miss the people in the youth team. I miss disney fest. I miss morning devotion. I miss the burning. I miss the how many meh mehs jumped over the wall. I miss my roomie. I miss eating maggi mee in the middle of the night. I miss the night market. I miss christmas party. I miss I want to ride my bicycle.

" And everywhere I look, it's where we used to be. It's like a photograph, A moment froze in time,I'm staring at your face, even when I close my eyes. "

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I hope you're feeling better. Cheer up, Love. You might say you're okay but I know you're not.
Signed Sincerely Me. (:

2007-02-24T21:25:00.000+08:00

Ohmyson { HAHA ELLI! I just found out that Matthias's cousin is JueYing, My classmate. What in th world?! Haha no way. Singapore is like, so small!

WORLD NEWS:

I AM OFFICIALLY SLOW. Seriously. So if you want to tell me something important you better tell me a few minutes before cus I might need time to actually process it into my brain. Anyhow, I think I'm gonna go run on Monday. Or Tuesday. Just any day before Wednesday cus I'm scared stiff. I know, I've got low self-esteem so shutup already.

My brother is such an effing bastard. Waa sian. I hope he can just cry and go to his mummy and blah blah whatever shit.

Okay goodbye world. I'm gonna go slit myself HAHAHAHAHAHA. How stupid.

2007-02-24T09:58:00.000+08:00

"Hello, I miss you quite terribly."

2007-02-23T21:52:00.000+08:00

" 2nd is just a fancy word for losing. "

Like what Aisyah said there's no point crying over spilt milk. The Heats didn't turn up to be good at all. I think I can classify myself as some sore loser or smt lah, okay whatever. Guo Xiao Jiao you should've ran with the sec4s right, since you're 16 years old! Got more competition what. I don't know what to say but I think I should've just put in that one more second of effort. Afterall, It's just that 1 second that she won right.

Thank you Melissa (both mels) for cheering me up, The softballers who were there, Aisyah, Belinda, Yunshan, Marissa, Sam Koh, Sarah, Natasha and yes, alot of you other people out there somewhere. Haha and Sam ( the the sec4 one! ) thanks but no thanks for your singing ;) and and Jia Xin O-N-G for that very nice (pui) priceless encouragement speech. Tsk, indeed it's priceless man.

I don't really have much confidence already for Wednesday's events. I'll probably die halfway but nvm, Aisyah and Ong JiaXin in the same boat as me! Yayyyy basketballers super rawkzxz man! Hahaha.

Marissa and Sarah Wee, I'm no competition to you guys anymore. Trust me.
Sighs.

2007-02-22T21:28:00.000+08:00

STC softball's quite good i must say. And one of th softballers thought I was malay -.- !! Wlaoooo I'm like not a minah CAN. Having period sucks to th max yo. Siaann I don't wanna run tmrw. Oh wait I can't even walk properly ohmyson.

I miss you. Eurgh.

2007-02-21T21:37:00.000+08:00

Life sucks drink beer. Right. That's something shurui would say. There's Sports Heats on Friday -screams!! I've got my period today. -double screams!! Eeyer how to run like that siaann. training was like, slack?! And I got cheated of my money by the who? Ong Jia Xin. Waa so clever. Don't ever eat plain waffle manzxzxzx so disgusting.

Researching on eggs (?!) is boring. Like B-O-R-I-N-G. I finally got the photos from Shurui thanks man :D Tmrw !! Tkgs softball vs. St. Theresa's Convent ( I think that's how you spell it) !! goodluck Bdiv!

2007-02-20T18:50:00.000+08:00

Hi world.

I lost my fall out boy tickets.

I'm gonna die right now.-hyperventilates.

bye world.

Anyhow, as I said I'll fill my blog with pictures. So these are th ones we took from today.

Check out th home theatre yo ;)

She's sucha freak.

Aww so sweet.

Meet my friend, Elli. She makes me laugh ALOT with her ohmyson and son.com, she made stay alive seem like a comedy.

I look like i've got bangs, totally.

Zoe with fits? I think so.

Here's my other friend, melissa. She is full of nonsense & also the only person that laughs at horrors. How weird./

When we were watching stay alive.

Happy THREE friends, get it? Okay that's not funny.

2007-02-20T13:15:00.000+08:00

I've not been sleeping early these few days. I need sleep. Got a mis-call from Melissa when I woke up and yes, Zoe, Nats and her already had breakfast. I think I've got a sad life. I shall just fill my blog with pictures next time.

2007-02-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

Look at th state of my house now :(

Cny isn't really great this year. I wanna go back to school !! Met up with Rara and wanted to catch ghost rider but there were too many people. Ended up sitting at starbucks and we just talked. Reached home at like what, 7 plus?

My brother got a like 80bucks shorts and he's planning to wear em to sleep. What the hell -.- I'm so gonna rob him one day he seems pretty loaded. And I don't like th friends he hangs out with, especially th girls, like YUCKZXZXZX.

Tania Cher is really annoying i swear. Okay what's new she has always been. Haha.
Suling ahhhh, tsk tsk ;) What can I say? HAIYOH. hahaha. I miss the recess clique A LOT. Singapore's a pretty boring place (I know I'm slow so shutup). I think Paris Hilton is cleverer than me. Wait I'm not that stupid actually. Gonna go Tessa's house tmr for mooooovieeeeesssssss. (:

I might be transferring to ACS international, yay? :

2007-02-19T00:02:00.000+08:00

woke up & got ready for th bai nian kinda thingy whatever you call that. Then went over to cousin's house for lunch and we really slacked there. Like we did nothing at all. Then went to church for service. Someone kept me awake ;) -cough cough. After that we went back to Aunt's house for dinner. Then then then th boys gambled i think and we didn't. Unfair okay. ANYHOOOOS, there was something really disturbing it made us all laugh. Okay I'll end off with some pictures we took.

2007-02-17T07:32:00.000+08:00

Ellie & Su doing MY pose HAHAHAHAHA.

Yesterday:

Our plan to pon school failed hahah but I guess school was fun. Everyone was in the cny mood and we all didn't feel like studying. I think our school's th only one that actually makes us have lessons on cny -.- The performance was erm, boring. I got mixed up between the lion and dragon dance thinking they were the same lolll.

Headed to town with Su, Ellie, Shurui, Megs, Sam, Krystal & Pooja. Had Pepper Lunch and we saw Jessicarrrrr !! :D Walked around Heeren and Ellie was really worshipping Muse at HMV hohoho. Then some of em left at around 5? So me, Krystal and Pooja went to take neoprints! [ HAHA POOJA AND HER DAMN SPAZ CAN ] Krystal then went with Jessica t buy her stuff. Pooja and I decided to take a cab. Just that we waited like, ONE HOUR?! and stil no cab. Meritus Mandirin is a bad bad bad BAD place to wait for a cab. Then the 2 people infront of us kept saying Fuck fuck fuck hahah.

In the end, we decided to take a bus. But oh wait the bus didnt come till like half an hour later? Anyway, reached home at like 9pm. Was super exhausted. But nvm I had a great day today (:

BY THE WAY, I SAW THIS EMO SHIZZZZ MOHAWK DUDE WITH A SKATEBOARD LIKE OMGGGGGGG :DDDDDDD

Note: The other photos are with Shurui and she's in Msia now -.-

2007-02-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

Softball B Div thrashed Ahs 39-0. Like ohmygosh, congrats people (:
So yeah stayed back to watch th match but ended up balling with th softball coach and some VJC softballers.

SCHOOL SUCKS. Like since forever. Tan Wong sucks more. And so does Maggi Goh. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow, but yes I will cause I'm a good girl, now everyone gotta agree with me lah hoh. Hope it's gonna be a fun day with Su & co. !!

2007-02-14T21:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day!

Thank you guys so much for the flowers & chocolates & sweets & more sweets & the elmo balloon & yes, more flowers & Ohmygod the Delicious brownie made by Megan !! I love you guys so so so so much <3> Classes were fun today cause everyone was kissing and hugging one another. I got kissed all over my face hoho. And I feel so happy that people actually ate our cookies today. Everyone said it was nice okay! Except Jiaxin lah who claims that it was rock hard. Oh yes, I didn't forget to thank you for your small little present okay!

Training was rather nice too. We could leave early cause of Math test tmr. And I'm like extra happy cause of _ !! :DDDDD

Natasha Nurul and Shurui cooking hoho.

Elli washing up HAHA surprising.

2007-02-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

School was pretty much okay I guess. Had Geog Ca which was, easyyyy :D Then hanged out with th clique for recess. Su ate her no carb fruits (HAHA) & we ran around th school twice to get rid of our fats yay.

We passed up th list for Sports Day already. And danggg I don't wanna run anymore. Like hello?! Marissa, Sarah Wee?! Omgosh. I'm like so gonna die please. SHEESH. Okay chill yy chill. Might as well join th cheerleading squad or something and not run. Aiyah run only lah big deal.

Went t study with krystal, shurui, Pooja, Ellie and her sister after that. But in th end, we just sat around and listened to music haha. Then went t get the roses with shurui and krystal then slacked atPopular. We talked about some stuffs and how fucked up our families are.

Sighs okay. there's Science and History Ca tmrw. LET'S ALL FAIL AND GET DEPRESSED AND START CUTTING OURSELVES, HOW BOUT THAT !! :D Okay maybe not.

2007-02-11T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hellllllo! Back from church. Yes I didn't go for 8.30 again. Haha I guess I'm like, lazy. Had subway for lunch. Then got ready and went to church. There's no sunday school next week! Like D'UHHH it's chinese new year. There's Geog CA tmr. Shizzzzzz. ):

I've been trying to refrain from using any bad words :D Yay gonna study at marine parade library with Shurui and Zoe tmr !! I feel like a cool nerd. HAHAH.

2007-02-10T08:34:00.000+08:00

Currently listening to: 7 minutes in Heaven- Fall Out Boy

I have surprisingly no muscle aches, thank you. Shit I don't know what to do with my life. I feel lifeless. CA week's in like, 2 days. Wow. & I haven't been studying AT ALL. I don't wanna get crap results again, but I don't understand so many things. Wait I don't even know what's an ion. It pays to be sleeping in class I guess.

There's no rec training on Monday so prolly gonna study my brain out, oh yes and I'm gonna go get the flowers {:

Sports day is coming. Again. Headache headache lah. I think I'm gonna run 1500m, 800m, 400m and 4x400m. But if Xiaojiao or something is running then I'm so nottt gonna run anymore. Sian. I need to have high self esteem damnit. And I so need stamina. eurgh.

Thank God I'm gonna have this diet thingy with Lee Su Ling starting Monday. We're gonna run around the school everyday during recess to burn off fats.

FOB HURRY UP COME LEI.

___________________________________________

Hello sorry for being like, two days slow but omg Anna Nicole Smith is dead. OMGOSH.

2007-02-08T21:49:00.000+08:00

Shurui, Cheer up okay.

School was so mundane. Many things are happening nowadays, sighs. Everyone's like so down. /: There's training tmr. I don't wanttttt.

2007-02-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

Today's a much better day. Or maybe not. Training was zzz. I am depressed. Haha.

2007-02-06T22:20:00.000+08:00

I hate today, I'm glad that's it finally gonna be over. I hope tmr would be better. There's training tmr. /: My leg hurts cause of just now. Damn. &i still don't get equations. And maths. And geog. There's geog remedial tmr. And maths next week. ): Sighs, I think I'm born stupid.
Hey, I think you suck. Thanks alot, friend. You've changed like, alot. I bet you wouldn't even care right now. So whatever.

Oh yes, NATS SAYS I LOOK LIKE WENTWORTH MILLER. HAHAHAHA :D

2007-02-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

I so need a chem teacher cause I suck at it. & a math teacher too. So we got back our math test. I had an E8 !#$%^& yes thank you very much I failed. ): I swear I can't cope with my work. Had rec traing after school gosh it was like a disaster. Okay anyway, I think our team needs bonding cause like for now, all we can ever talk about together is about basketball and nothing else.

Then we went to the bubble tea shop and I waited for the softballers. Natasha and Melissa are hell funny. They make me happy (:

2007-02-04T20:43:00.000+08:00

Hello! Back from church. So today was communion week went to 5pm service with parents. Passed David my _. Hahah. Then saw sloke & szus, I have no idea what they were doing there lol. Then we went to buy my captn crunch for tmrw's breakfast tgt with th bacon :D Headed home.

I think there's a few tests coming up this week. Shittttt. Mummy says I can drop piano and take up drums yayyyyyy. That makes me a happy kid today. Well, not solely cause of th drums thingy but cause of something else. Su, I have a feeling you know why. Haha.

Here, the gay teacher. HAHA.

Begging for one last chance.

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1. Name one person who made you smile today?
____ :D
2. What were you doing at 8 this morning?
Sleeping.
3. What were you doing 30 minutes ago?
Using th computer? lol.
4. What is the last thing you said aloud?
"HAHA!" No, I'm serious.
5: Favorite color/s?
black red & white.
6. What was the last thing you bought?
Captn Crunch.
7. What was the last gift you received?
A couple of cds.
8. What color is your front door?
brown.
9. Where do you keep your change?
My piggy bank!
10. What is something you are excited about?
nothing. It's already over.
11. Are you very random?
Hell yeah.
12. Do you want to cut your hair?
Uhh no.

2007-02-04T01:39:00.000+08:00

Th missions afterglow wasn't as great as I expected it to be. Actually, it was really boring. Got th cd with th pictures but it's either I'm really stupid or I'm stupid cause I have no idea how to open it. HAHA.

Anyway, cabbed to frasers it costed me like, 20 bucks just for the cab fare. ): Then Cheryl, Faith, Mark, Nic, Van, Sloke, Damien and Xavier were there already for th debrief. Shared about our experiences in Thailand and then th rest came.

Then came the boring part. We didn't really have fellowship cause all th jc1's were gone already. I was just looking through some of th pictures and suddenly I miss Missions a whole lot. The memories, the kids, that bicycle song etc. We actually bonded in Thailand more than we did in Singapore, I guess things really do change. I want to go for the next trip but somehow something just pulls me back, I don't knowwwwww why. ): So I might not be going, sighs.

Sometimes I really regret knowing you in th first place.
Sometimes I cry myself to sleep.
I don't even know if you actually cared although you seemED like you did.
But I feel so lost without you.
Damn th feelings just keep coming back.
as much as I don't want them to.

Will you be my Valentine?

What guys should do.

1. If you like her, ask her out already!
2.When you hug her, put your ARMS around her WAIST and hold her close.
3. When you walk next to her, get as CLOSE as you can to her.
4. If she's the only one in your life,TELL HER.
5. ALWAYS let her know how much you like her, love her, or think about her.
6. Give her presents and cards for no reason, SHE WILL RETURN THE FAVOUR ALWAYS.
7. If she hangs up on you, call her right back.
8. Always offer to pay. If she says NO twice, then let her pay but make a deal that you get to pay next time(offer a date too!).
9. Kiss her lightly every chance you get.
10. Look in her eyes and kiss her onthe lips,forehead, or nose.
11. If she says she's cold, don't bean idiot and say "Me too." and stand there; give her your jacket or just simply hold her in your arms.
12. Don't force her to do anything she's not comfortable with.
13. Invite her to dinner or somewherewhere you can talk,instead of the movies.
14. Try not to ask her if she's mad at you EVERY TIME you speak to her.
15. Always tell her you LOVE her onlyif you really mean it.
16. DON'T pressure her to do anythingshe isnt READY to do. When she is ready, she will let you know. She just wants everything to be more SPECIALand PERFECT. So appreciate what she does do with you.
17. DON'T go and tell your friends anything that happens between you two,cause it will hurt her and make her mad...and it will NEVER happen again.

2007-02-03T09:06:00.000+08:00

There's tuition later. &I slept without knowing I slept yesterday. Haha. Now I need tickets for FOB omg omg omg. I hate Krystal, Pooja, Sam and whoever got their tickets already hahaha.

[edit]

Im backkkkk! From tuition. So my teacher taught me a new word: Dextrous. How cool, but I forgot whatit meant. Okay whatever. Then she was telling me how the teachers complained about Jade Seah when she was still studying in Tkgs. Note: JADE SEAH WAS FROM TKG NETBALL.

Anyhow, I think there's like more and more lower sec girls from Tkg who smokes. Well I DON'T HAHA. Now the handicapped toilet at th ground florr's locked up to prevent any more cases of smoking from us zzz. I've got more pictures to upload. Shall do 'em laterrrr!

2007-02-02T20:55:00.000+08:00

School was alright. Class birthday but we didn't actually bothered celebrating it. So anyway, went t this jap place to "celebrate" crystal's birthday HAHA. Then had training with/ by the seniors. Did layups and all. Sec1s seemed bored watching us play match haha but we couldn't be bothered. Slacked at that bubble tea place with th seniors. Weena looks lik Shurui meh? LOL.

There's missions afterglow tmr. Hmm. Maybe I'll be there a lil late cause I gotta cab to Frasers -.-

2007-01-31T22:08:00.000+08:00

Just a few pictures :D

Nats and I had a heart-to-heart talk all th way through science. (: Training was enjoyable. My flu's getting from bad to worse. zz. And I can't freaking talk. Oh Xiaoqi taught me how to play abit of More than words by westlife on th guitar. Haha sho coolxz worHx.

Free Hugs.

2007-01-30T21:51:00.000+08:00

Tkg won Tampines Sec. (: 40-18.

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The weather is like crazy. I've been freezing my ass off the past few days. Okay whatever. &I just wish ____ was actually hereeeeee. Right now. Sighs. It's okay, a few more days !! I need a hug. Might not be training tmr cause of my flu/cold/whatever you call it. Xavier what's with the random emo sentence HAHA [I know you're kidding I'm not that stupid].

TWINNNNNN come find me tmr! <3

Blogger refuses to upload any pictures. Damn.

2007-01-29T19:25:00.000+08:00

Down with fever. I forgot what happened in school. Anyway thank you ellie for the photo! Slept all the way through Science. Went home during rec training and slepttttt. Seniors have their match against Tampines Sec tmr. Jiayou guys ;D

AHEM AHEM ANNOUNCEMENT,

FALL OUT BOY IS COMING TO SINGAPORE !! -screams.
3rd MARCH 2007, 8PM
MAX PAVILLION [or sth like that]
$75.

OMG CAN SOMEONE DONATE TO THE POOR ME FUND? PRETTY PLEASEEEEEEEE.

ps/ poster will be up on my blog soon. thankyou and enjoy your evening.

2007-01-28T20:33:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was missions get-together. I missed out on Krystal's partyyyyy. ): Anyway, Went to PP to meet Su, shurui, Sam and Megan first to get Rebecca's present. Then we cabbed to Concourse to get their tiaras and party stuffs. It was like, such an aunty place with the flowers and all. HAHAHAH. Then Su and Shurui cabbed down with me to Balmoral Plaza while we waited for the boys to come. They were like, 20 minutes late okay!

ANYHOW, i got my thingy!! )): HAHA so Su had to go back and pass me my bag and all. Snacked at Wafflestown while waiting. Then when Damien finally came, Su and Shurui went out in th rain to flag a cab. BUTBUT THEY COULDN'T! HAHAHAHAHA. Like 10 minutes later I went out to help them, then then, ta-dah! The cab came. I was like laughing at them cause it was super hilarious. Plus Su with that big aunty yellow garbage bag :D

Then Jon and Shawn came. "HELPED" to clean up his house. Then cabbed to ACS to get the cake then to Taka. Met the rest at Seoul Garden and it was crowded. We didn't really like get together and talk. Sighs. It was kinda boring. lol cause everyone had to leave early. Then cabbed again to king albert park at macs. Then then left me, jon, sam, xavier,damien and shawn. They wanted to play pool but we couldn't even get in HAHA.

Ended up sitting at the stairs and talked a lil. AT LEAST WE TALKED :D Then it started to rain so we went to macs again. But at Bukit Timah Plaza I think. Or somewhere there lah. Sam's mum fetched us to her place and I sleptover there instead. It was like 1 plus when we reached home and the boys were still eating haha.

Went for 830 service today. Then cabbed home. I think Im broke. Oh wait I know Im broke. SIGHS. But anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SAM, MARK AND BECKY! :D

I'll upload the pictures together soon.

2007-01-27T07:52:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KRYSTAL!

Ohmy you're 14 already. -hyperventilates. HAHA I have no idea why I did that. Anyhow, Happy Birthday! I'm so so so so so so sorry I can't go to your party D: Sighs. Have fun and I hope it's gonna be your best day of your life. Haha. I LOVE YOU! <3

Yestrday's training was fun. Haha. Then then then I stinked up the whole place again. With th adidas thing that melissa hates. Sheesh samantha loh treats me like a maid. She's like taking advantage of juniors. Okay JUNIOR. only me. hahah.

Oh yes we took some pictures during recess. SOMEONE PLEASE SEND EM TO ME! THANK YOU VERY MUCH :D

Today's krystal's party. Sighs. I WANNA GOOOOO! But ohwells, at least there's missions get-tgt. But stilllllll. Okay I am gna have fun. (:

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I like to smell smoke. I like to sniff glue. I do weird things. HAHA. No, I'm serious. Butbut I'm safe cause I don't do drugs. But th smoke is damnit nice. Eurgh I gotta start changing my habit lah hoh. Ohmy that makes me a passive smoke [?] HAHA okay goodbye.

2007-01-24T21:30:00.000+08:00

Talking about Trans/ gays/ lesbo/ drag queens are reallll fun :D Our lit teacher rocks like 123456 times. Su has th greatestestestest voice EVER. Hahah. Not really the greatestestestestest but GREAT ;D we're th bread gang. lol. okay that was so very random haha.

2007-01-23T22:42:00.000+08:00

School's rather fucked up. Thank God I've got friends like Megan, The Clique, Su Ling and Sam.

2007-01-22T21:15:00.000+08:00

Sec3s went t OBS. See you guys in 5 days time. Till then, much love.

2007-01-21T23:24:00.000+08:00

Churched at 5pm service again. Had dinner with Uncle Cheam and Aunt Linda, along with aunt I forgot who. Haha. Sam Cheam didn't go. Neither did Vince. Hm. Ate till my stomach bloated. But th food there was good at Farrer :D

Conferenced with th three idiots Jon, Shawn and David. Okay David wasn't really an idiot. Hees :D But i swear Jon is. So th missions thingy is kinda settled, just gotta call everyone and tell them. Pfft. Just finished my compo and I'm not tired still. I need someone to talk to! BADLYYYY. Hahahah.

Goodnight!
xoxo.

2007-01-20T08:58:00.000+08:00

yesterday's SST was, boring. Ate at videoworld and home-d with th softballers and mates as usual. Nats were freaking me and Aisyah out on th bus. Fuck you lah hoh. Hahah.

Cool I just realised Therese lives just a few houses away from me. Haha I've got nice neighbours! :D

Conferenced with David and Shawn for awhile about th get-tgt thing. I suddenly feel lik not going. Pfft. KRYSTAL HAPPY BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE. Hahah I don't know why I just said that.

Sighs,

[edit]

I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore.

mac & cheese for lunch. Couldn't finish it. I'm gonna study hard this year and make my parents proud. {: I can't wait for th starbucks study date. I'm really not looking forward to tomorrow, and the day after, and the day after after. Aiyer whatever.

Sometimes dreams really don't come true.

2007-01-18T22:00:00.000+08:00

Hanging out with Krystal and Megan makes us go all high and crazy. Laughed at practically everything. Let's all go shopping at Topshop. Well, maybe except Shurui. Damn I can't make it on th 27th. ): Shittttttttt. I bet Megs will dress up in some Princessy costume Hahah.

I can't wait till ______ !! :D

2007-01-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Lessons were boring. As usual. So not looking forward to school tmr. Went to watch th seniors' match. Against Dunman High. Lost by only 2 points ! Cause dhs scored at th last minute of extra time. Sighs. It's okay, It's alright, Come on TK fight fight fight ! ;D Oh Comint took #15 this year! Haha cool.

Balled and played match with Sarah, Weiting, Gerlyn, Joey and Yannting. Shit I don't know how to spell her name. Then Geokjoo [ I think ] came. I think some stuff got in my eye, It was so pain lah haha. Then went home with Aisyah at around 7 plus.

I wanna go watch th match against SACSS on Friday! D: Jiayou seniors, you guys can do it.